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my mind is spinning hard.
i need alcohol to keep me awake.
the urge of taking fags still remained.
omgf. omgf. omgf.

this year's chinese new year is BORING. freaking boring. everyday all i can do is to gamble, & watch movie. furthermore, it's like everyone went missing. but thou, my luck is w me.(: adam got addicted to mahjong like in one day. haha, he was like telling me that he thought mahjong was some super low class game. & we proven him wrong. so wrong. hahaha! mark has been out enjoying himself for the past few days, while jack continues his mahjong session everyday. then for joan, she's forever busying doing her report, which finally handed in on time today. had fun catching up w all the family members. it's like once in a blue moon, everyone sit down&have dinner together. 



yesterday, went for sis 21st birthday party.
we dont stay in the same house together. we dont meet up as often; we meet in every once in a year. freaking idiotic, but tht's the fact. but, blood is always thicker than water. see how she has grown up to a beautiful lady in my eyes. a good example for all of us. (: i love you deep deep, sister. ng hui min.

& finally, i met up w bestie like in the middle of the night. im so glad so glad to share eveything that has happened this few months. & so freaking crap news that made us laugh like some idiots. im supposed to meet her tml, but i've got a dinner which my parents say is a must to be there. OMGf. & i dont think i will be able to get out late at night again. but i guess, im lucky enough to have her free on valentine's too. since bestie's boyfriend is working, i shall be the one acc her, like always for the past valentines. (: