excuse me as i kiss the sky.

goodbye.

Sun, 11 May 2008 10:12:15 GMT

im off flying to hongkong in the next 12 hours later.
in the meantime, i shall meet up w bestie& maybe the rest for dinner and chats.
i swear i'll bring back hell'beautiful pictures.

goodbye singapore, HELLO hk.

back then

Fri, 09 May 2008 05:42:00 GMT

i cant wait to go hk. maybe i should just lost my passport etc. just do whatever shit to stay there, than coming back singapore.

anyw, my PPscope is approved. i've finally solved today's problem doing my part. ohwell, i dread going to school for some reasons, idontknowwhy. maybe im too spolit to take bus to school, cause i stay so near to my sec school, i go to my pri school w my dad's taxi, other transports will be like school bus etc. oh well, & now. i got to go school myself early in the morning, facing super kiasu singaporeans trying to squeeze their ass into the small lrt cabin. irritating i can say.

i need a haircut seriously.

small kid cravings.

Fri, 02 May 2008 06:19:50 GMT

"i want ice cream."
everybody laughs& shake their heads.
now i want steamboat.

life'sucha motherfcuker.

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:06:38 GMT

life's sucha motherfcuker. im working three days a week, or to say all my weekends and free-days will jolly well be taken up by forever21. whts more, when i still need to study, & continously face a bunch of weridos. mummy is also complaining she dont see me around always, which makes me think so too. butwell, they dont give me pocket money anymore, i've got to support myself. i've been pretty much independant since 16. & i really think that i deserve some well breaks after my classes. but okay, soon i will open my golden mouth and say that im quitting, go for my holidays, have a break, get another job. if not one day i will die out there. anyw, i look at my grades, not really tht bad i guess, thou there's 2"x", there's a lot of "-0.5" , and and the faci's comment - "please be punctual." PP scope is submitted, yeah!

grrr. i dint complain.i dont. i never.

& yeah, other than tht, im pretty sure food&sleep always make me a happy lil kid.
okay im hungry now, bye.

joke of the day: brother knows how to plant popeye chicken.

the scenes of singapore flyer, & esplanade.

sushi sushi sushi

starbucks is the new sex, man.

ohwell, after school meetups are always a must for us. to have dinner, slack/shop around. we always have nice food around us to fill our stomach. & they're always charging me for taking candid photos of them. blahblahblah, i really think they should be honoured tht there's me around them as a photographer. okay, everyone agrees w me. & for that, i think i want to/need to invest on a camera sooooooonnnnn.

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 17:14:29 GMT

16/17 more days to go. (:
next week schedule is so so so tempting. besides the fact that we got to rush out PP scope, & the first UT is out. ohwell, we just got to go school two days, then its off two days, then one day more then two days of holidays. oh well well well. & i seriously pray hard that i'll be punctual for the following week, & get good grades. i should abandon my bed in the early morning. (oh no no no) i want to go back to the days i've got sandwhich&juice as breakfast. healthy diet basically. i need to slim down so seriously, cause' peng says that im fat. omgf. but food is the new sex you know. anyw, today's facilitator was so so cool, wanted our blog links, so he can read. he claims that he love reading online journals. okay, of course i still dint give him, im like skipping school, and curse and swear RP's system like hell here. how could i let him read all this. crazyness. watched the documentary film by alfred gore a few days ago, oh well it's about his life, & his believes about saving the world from global warming. it's superb trust me.

they quarrel, sat down talked things out, kissed. & everything is done. okay maybe that's wht's love is all about. always getting a smack on your head, then you'll get those sweet candies. by then, you know you will smile like you never did before. some says it's a game, a game only the brave will win. like wht others might say, you could only say you love me when you're drunk. yes yes, game on baby, game on'

oh well dude, you're already super wrong when you think that you're always right. keep tht fcuking ego of yours to yourself, like so seriously. we were once goody old friends, we might continue this friendship, but oh well tht depends now.

on a side note, i miss bestie, thou i get to bump into her a few days ago.

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:18:43 GMT

oh no doubt, school's still as fcuk up as ever.
i've got my PP to rush.
i've got to clear my 35ce points.
i've got to be punctual for classes cause' facilitators are complaining.
i've to make myself roll out of bed when i dont feel like to.
seriously, this are all getting on my nerves.

& well, im hungry now. grrrrr. off to eat. bye.

went down dempsey hill for ben& jerry. i love the atmosphere there.
oh well, it's a pre-celebration for minjia's birthday.

oh friends.

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 03:32:13 GMT

oh well, looked through my grades, not really nice. cause i see "late","-0.5" all around the page. it just hadn't got me noticing tht school is important. okay, started working in forever 21. we all agree that there's a lot of poltic issues going on in there, but well im not going to stay for long, so it doesn't really matters. enough of those craps, saturdays are always the best, removing the part tht i couldn't be there early w the guys & i gave breakfast a miss cause i got to work now & then. haha, well it was sheesha at arab street, then ahead to singapore flyers. well, im not sure when this saturdays will come again. cause' i probably got to work. & im going for holidays soon. oh yes, i love holidays, self-declared holidays. & happy birthday to nicol lim, wait for your colourful hairbands to arrive in your hands.

game on baby.

daddy's birthday.

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 06:28:59 GMT

okay, i think i seriously need a human alarm clock pleaseeee.

i thank you for the things you did for this family.
i thank you for giving up alot to build this family up.
i thank you for bringing me into this beautiful family.

you've made a long way through this 54 years, we all know well.
one i look up to, respect and love dearly.
i love you, i always will.
haapy birthday dad.

crap.

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 16:27:04 GMT

fcuking crap.
yesterday - blamed for something just because one fcuker threw me down into a freaking hot soup.
today - missed the stop to alight, took wrong train, went wrong side of the exits.
oh well, tommorow will be a better day.

i was lucky enough to not drop into the river. yes, but brother&rachel had a great laugh because of my stupid acts.

dinner/hajilane.

yummy yummy

we saw alot of rachel's name on the wall.

don lim, gay boy. / oh rachel rachel.

the new gossip centre.

xoxo. loves.

after school.

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 15:53:06 GMT

cool. as usual im late today. reached the lrt station, looked at the clock, 8.20am omgf. okay, so i decided to take my own sweet time then, cause i couldn't have been able to fly down in 10 minutes. like i always said, late for 5 mins is late, late for 1 hour is also late. so why rush down man. since i'm already fated to have tht "-0.5" on tht freaking page. well well, school was alright. class was fine, just dint find anyone tht i could click around with. & then just a particular classmate of mine kept asking me to translate chinese into english. fcuking hell, all i knw was i returned all my chinese verbs to the teachers since i stepped out of tw. oh well oh well. & now im off to bed, hoping that i could roll out of the bed in time tml.

met brother & rachel for dinner, then we headed down to the library chatted, camwhored, and so on.

haha, you see our eyes now, & now you dont.

oh brother brother.

they said i look super like small girl w this hairstyle. - they called it a macdonalds hairstyle.

the saturdays.

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 13:05:07 GMT

okay other than reminding myself tml will be the start of school. there's always much better things to think of, like the saturdays.

oh well well, saturdays are always the day i could stay out super late and need not bother about wht i got to be doing the next day, cause' i gladly know i'll be clinging on my bed for hours. even my brother told my mum that she need not buy any lunch for me today, cause' they said i'll most probably be sleeping till 6 plus. which is so omg. that makes me have to go buy lunch myself, cause' im woken up by my beloved sis, joan ng. saturdays always have a special attempt to put a smile on my face, making me laugh like a crazy kid wherever i go. & then not maintaining my image in front of strangers and new friends i've met. or rather, its the people im with. you're who you mixes with, they said. quite true. & well well, i've got to meet so much people. new friends, i said. yes they're superb.

yesterday, noel and i was supposed to get our butts down to sentosa to sun-tan. but thou, it started raining. so we lingered around vivo city, killing time. then headed down to town, slacked w darren, while waiting for the others to come. & there it goes, you see mabel laughing out loud in front of cineleisure, running about in circles to avoid noel.& much more. & right, you see noel w his monkey face. i tell you, there's so so so many people watching man. oh mygod. but well, later on we settled down in DOME at dempsey for dinner/supper. as usual, im the slowest, so you see them chatting away, smoking & laughing. then slacked in botanic garden in the later part of the night, beautiful.
& i see the plan of next saturday, im so so happy.

oh baby baby, saturdays will be my next lover.

<M3

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 14:54:07 GMT

GOODNIGHT, SWEETS.
today is wednesday. & there's no school.
tommorow there's school, & pray hard mabel can wake up on time.

the monopoly game seriously distracted me alot. the RJ page was on for two hours, w the question staring at me& i only typed "im mabel." okay, so i decided to think hard, then continue w the game. oh well, but still congrats me, i forgot to upload the worksheet, & noticed it like just now around dinner time. shit man. in the end, the game ended w brother went bankcrupt w a negative of $2. LOL im so sorry i couldnt wake up today to meet rachel&eiva. the next mahjong session will come. & thanks to mark, i ate tuna, which he told me it was chicken. okay, tht proves a hungry person can eat anything, really anything. bye.

spongebob monopoly(:

brother,elva,rachel& me. (:

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:06:50 GMT

okay, my lovely dovey holidays are over, which means my school has begin.
soon soon, i got to drag myself out of the bed every morning to travel to school.
schooling is sucha waste of time. esp in republic.
okay i may regret not studying, but now im saying i hate it.
& wht now, i woke up late, mrt service down cause of the accident.
walking to school like some half awake retard. skip the introduction of this module.
thus i see myself now staring hard at the rj page, not knowing what to fill in.

just a month plus away, & im turning eighteen. yes i am. & i lost weight again.
im gonna be a tinny winny lil mabel. (:
stare hard at those tattoos, & you'll find them damn hot.
drink alcohol everyday like plain water, they will be your live-without.
ride on the bike, go on the fastest speed. feel the drift. & there you go.

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 14:00:25 GMT

booo wooo.
okay sweets. today was a dozing off day for me. im like dozing off in any seconds, whts more when takashimaya doesnt have a single soul of customers. & everyone just disappreared. even linda was late for work. so i drew, i wrote. i do anything to keep myself awake. thank god, i survived through the whole eight hours of work. & did i mention i got three more days to go, & im free from guess again. gaga, thank god. but im freaking tired of the word - school; which is starting like soon.(okay, i couldnt remember the date.) i hate the route to republic which is super far for me. which retard will love going there to study. long study hours = mabel falling asleep in any seconds. & my mail box is already open to receive tons of republic's warning letters. i just wish to get out of republic as soon as possible. how soon? like maybe after this freaking second. & sweets, i survived well w/o cutting my hair. but i guess soon is the word. cause' its not tht i dont have the thought of visiting the salon, is just tht i've no more ideas wht to do w my hair which i think is fugly now plus i got to work.

the fact tht im still maintaining my weight of 40 for years isnt pleasing me well enough. the fact tht im eating non-stop plus irregular timings, i think i've gained some weight. (but i did not.) well well, im trying to slim down to 37 or 38, i just have the thought of it. okay, but i guess its impossible. cause everday's breakfast = if mabel can wake up or starbuck's mocha frap or mcdonalds / everyday's lunch = depends on mabel's mood / everyday's dinner = mabel's supper. okay, duh. not to mention. i love hong kong cafe tht much, & i always slack in starbucks for hours. plus those drinking sessions. - sinful sinful SINFUL. omgf!

i smell more mahjong / drinking / starbucks session coming. & well. my fav hk. (:

mocha frap & oreooooo chesecake <!3

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 11:41:19 GMT

woohoo. this is the fourth day off work. okay, i got myself a self declared leave on monday. thats it. cause' i just need a lil more sleep, but it was ruined by a tempting mahjong session w the usuals. on sat was a small celebration at holiday flats for zhenyang coming birthday. everyone was dead tired to entertain any of us. the only few who survire through are those who reached on that day itself, don,pris & ronald.(: okay, so four of us entertained ourselves w majong and tai-dee.

my small brother look-alike. his name is ronald. (:

well, not forgetting my dearest melissa's 18th birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!

im sure i wont forget the times w you, my dear.

then sunday, i rolled out of bed to meet brother& rachel for dinner at vivo. dinnered at hog breath cafe.

just hope brother is busy w his camps and dont pass by my blog and see this photo.

LASTLY, PRESENTING THE 20 year old BIRTHDAY AUNTIE.

god, presented me the most precious present, joan ng.

VALENTINE

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 16:50:01 GMT

wht's valentine w/o a date & so of course, i got myself full of dates.

this you can call is a post-valentine's update.
got much of the fun in partyworld w girlfriends. afterwhich, i got down to meet bestie. it's freaking weird to have like couples walking around us, w bouquets of flowers, and ballons. we both started to grumble, cause her boyfriend is working. & i dont have a boyfriend. but still we got on a romantic dinner at like KFC,(okay, im lying,its not romantic at all.) and off we strolled down to singapore flyer. (: and lastly, to clarke quay to meet don lim. wheras i spent valentine's for the whole 24 hours. haha! cause' i dint get much sleep, even when don sent me home it was like three plus going to four. sat down, chat about everything under the moonlight. then i got the urge to go for mac breakfast.(:

the game called love.
okay, im sure im out of this lovely game. hah, for one reason, im having too much laughter of it till im getting crumps. from the day i know he's out there having fun. & all the feelings might have gone down the drain since dont knw when. & the calls and messages that could freak him out, haha! esp the one on Vday.. & now, im seriously afraid of turning crook. fcuking hell. cause' i knw im immune to all those sweet talks that girls will usually go " oh so sweet". but i get on my mind is just - bullshit. sad to know, but yes that's the truth. okay, im at least not losing my own identity yet. oh crazyhell.

haha, & i hereby apologise for my habit of not replying any messages/returning any calls again. im just busy working my ass off. or even getting enough sleep w my oh so beautiful bed. or even im like hugging my books to sleep. (:

LAST LEAP OF FAITH

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 14:30:28 GMT

my mind is spinning hard.
i need alcohol to keep me awake.
the urge of taking fags still remained.
omgf. omgf. omgf.

this year's chinese new year is BORING. freaking boring. everyday all i can do is to gamble, & watch movie. furthermore, it's like everyone went missing. but thou, my luck is w me.(: adam got addicted to mahjong like in one day. haha, he was like telling me that he thought mahjong was some super low class game. & we proven him wrong. so wrong. hahaha! mark has been out enjoying himself for the past few days, while jack continues his mahjong session everyday. then for joan, she's forever busying doing her report, which finally handed in on time today. had fun catching up w all the family members. it's like once in a blue moon, everyone sit down&have dinner together.

yesterday, went for sis 21st birthday party.
we dont stay in the same house together. we dont meet up as often; we meet in every once in a year. freaking idiotic, but tht's the fact. but, blood is always thicker than water. see how she has grown up to a beautiful lady in my eyes. a good example for all of us. (: i love you deep deep, sister. ng hui min.

& finally, i met up w bestie like in the middle of the night. im so glad so glad to share eveything that has happened this few months. & so freaking crap news that made us laugh like some idiots. im supposed to meet her tml, but i've got a dinner which my parents say is a must to be there. OMGf. & i dont think i will be able to get out late at night again. but i guess, im lucky enough to have her free on valentine's too. since bestie's boyfriend is working, i shall be the one acc her, like always for the past valentines. (:

sometimes, a message, a call from you is all i need to calm myself down.
that's enough, my darling.

MY SISTER IS A RETARD

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 15:08:18 GMT

early in the morning, my sis woke me up & say silly things to me.

"meimei, are you a vampire?"
i was to tired to say anyhing, i just nodded my head.
"are you scared of sunlight?"
i nodded again.
& the next thing she do was open the curtains.

okay then i was awake! retarded sister.
okay so, we finally reached chinatown.
mummy was super hungry so we went to eat first.

we was fed w jellys and sweets. we're so super guilty of it.
but my mood was swinging halfway through, cause of the crowd, the nosie pollution and the freaking hot weather.
so so so we finally get to sit down and get some deserts.

so we sat 190 back,
sis and i was alighting earlier to go shop.(:
& this lady beside my mummy is a big bully.

on our way there, we met don in the bus. haha!
so we went off to shop together.
& it was then my treat to hongkong cafe!

i manage to see BESTIE after like 2 months!
ms foo soheng, i will always remember you.
& how three of us sneak in like some idiot just to see you. haha!
worthwhile.(:

afterwhich, my sis was so random to say tht she wants to drink.
so, we went to get alcohol. and sat down & talked. or rather argue.
haha, cause' i wanted to meet zak, & for dont knw wht reasons she dont want to let me off.
so we saw alfred. & they feel that he save my life. oh my god.

presenting - ALFRED WONG MIN YEW.

another note,
i miss you,darling.

drunk up, fool around.

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 06:42:00 GMT

i cant draw or paint to save my life.

now i knw, all of it are pure conicidence.
all of it that was told, was just pure lies.
to believe that you'll be real or even true.
its so fucking hard, guy.

this game was about to take its end.
i came, turn it around.
im going to turn your hundred victorys to a mist of dust.

i've nth to lose.
i've nth to lose.

yesterday i saw a true friend.

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 13:39:55 GMT

continuous check on my handphone, hoping your name could apprear.
i cant deny tht love's a fcuking mind game.

this game has started in the beginning. & its not a really nice thing to know tht im only into it a few hours ago.
you led this game, you set the rules, you play it now. so im at the losing end, isnt it. sucha hard to come by dude.

there's so much love in me, its not funny.
im sucha loving, affectionate person it isnt funny.
im really a kid in heart, i guess. just a kid who needs a lotta lotta lovin'
at least now i am trying harder not to get so wiped out everytime i fall in love. each time i say im not going to let it happen, im so damned romantic. im too loving, i guess. tht's my problem. & yours too.

the five minutes of bliss is actually my addiction to the long period of emptiness.
we took the fast forward track, now everything is slowin down.
just because you need to clear your mind & understand the whole situation, & right, your feelings.

i liked you. i thought i wanted you. but still thou, i found out tht i needed you as time passes.

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 07:54:44 GMT

okay i guess this entry came a lil too late to welcome 2008, & bid 2007 goodbye.
but still, i guess i shall let my thoughts flow.

year2007.
starting with a blast of new friends in taka. everyday in work hasnt failed to draw a smile on my face. then afterwhich, results came out. & i quitted GUESS. & so it was relaxation time. then school started. & yeah, i still remembered the first day of school. i lost my way. then i stepped into W14B, found this super familar face, iskandar. haha, okay then it was the 7 cliques then came into my life. (: not forgetting rachel tu zhiya, myold friend. & my dearest brother, ngweiquan.
another experience in F&B industry. -NYDC. bad experience indeed. but still it was my birthday month. i love it, i love the surprise. thanks guys. those people who lied just to make this surprise such a success. i appreciated. yeah, and not forgetting the moments in alumni band, a blast again in vch done. im not sure whether i could be back again playing. but i do miss the times, the people playing w me over ages.
okay. so i quitted NYDC, & went back for GUESS. new faces, but an old environment. i dont deny is freaking bored there. freaking irritating when all the laughters of the usuals wont there. but still, i hanged on. cause' its near bestie's workplace. plus' i needed money to meet my expenses. & lastly, my favourites are there. yes, ain, linda & nis.
& i forgotten when, it was a new class, w24P. but still w WENDY TIO LI LIN. haha,then meeting the others, like shan& mels. & all those couples that came together. haha. & all those match-makings gossips. really fun indeed. then later part of the year, mr lau zw finally came back to my circle of friends. but his presence in my life, caused a break of friendship. okay, till now it isnt settled. as they all assume things on their own, & hadnt heard anything from me. bestie birthday was a bless. now now now, then it came to the end of the year. just went off like a breeze. so it marks two years of single life.

just a few special thanks to boy, bestie & special one.
we dint shared much time together. but yet we are always in each one's mind. the msgs we drop for each other. yes, it's always my motivation for life, my smile has always been there.
&lastly, to my 3 irritating siblings who always outcast me aside.
i understand why, yet still this house wont mean any much to me if there aint you all. (: cheerios.